When I was younger, I had an incredibly spiritual experience after consuming an entire bottle of Robitussin (I do NOT recommend this, btw... it was extremely overwhelming and strange and unbalanced overall). As I fell asleep, my dreams in my subconscious mind continued to be influenced by this substance, though most of it had worn off already. Here's what happened.
Andrew caught himself muttering on the way back to his car, frustrated that he’d shown any kind of emotion toward the subject. She was so sweet, though, he almost felt like he couldn’t help it.
It’s still unprofessional, he scolded himself. Unprofessional and it won’t help the cause.
Anna watched sleepily through her dark eyelashes as the nurses worked, wondering what they would find out. She was no longer afraid or nervous about it. Though she was aware that she wasn’t completely safe, she simply hoped that they would figure out what was wrong with her eyes and her skin. Music played in her head and she closed her eyes again, sinking into a dreamless sleep.
Anna Reynolds didn’t know it yet, but she was caught up in the middle of an interdimensional conspiracy. Her life seemed ordinary enough: a house, a job, a best friend, an SUV, and hardships in her past. She would soon discover a much deeper meaning to her existence that neither she nor her lively friend could have even begun to imagine.
I am about to transmute pain into positivity. Watch this. Here's the bad news first... a VERY condensed version.
Last Friday night, I was shoved by a woman who has been stalking and harassing me & my kids for about 14 months now. On Sunday, two of my kids were assaulted by a group of five other kids throwing apples, rocks, and a full soda bottle at point blank range. Finally, on Monday night, my mom (owner of the house we lived in since 2011) changed the locks and then my brother (he and his wife moved into the house in March and everything fell apart) told my 14-year-old daughter that she wasn't allowed to go back home to sleep or check on our animals.
Because of the toxicity of these relationships and an inability to work things out to a win-win with codependent and controlling people, I have been seeking out other solutions and options so that we can be free in every sense of the word.
So... how do I turn attack, homelessness, and stress into something positive? Let me show you how I have come to see how the Universe works for us as humans.
(Just some thoughts along my journey.... These are the stories nobody tells while they're happening, only after massive success years later. I say fuck that! This is part of my story NOW. If you're here, you're embarking on some mind-blowing awesomeness with me ;). Stay tuned.)
When you begin to understand that you have to FEEL IT FIRST... feel it first, then it manifests. Feel it first, then it manifests. FEEL IT... then it manifests.
I don't know about you, but I think there is something truly magical about an autographed book. For just a split second, it's like the author's life and yours meet, intertwine, and then part ways again, sometimes leaving such an impressive mark on your soul that you'll cherish the experience fondly for the rest of your life.
I personally have a collection of signed books that I've received over the years. My most prized is a signed copy of Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki, and I hope to have these signed books in my collection for a long time =).
Now obviously I'm not a famous author yet, but things are moving and shaking and going forward, so I thought I would put this out there and see what happens ;). If you're interested in a signed copy of any of the above pictured titles, keep reading for more info and instructions =).
Some thoughts on making major life changes and a caution: do NOT rely on ANYONE for support, ESPECIALLY family, while you are making any major life changes.
I'm sharing this personal experience in hopes that it will help someone else who is attempting to quit a bunch of vices and overhaul their life. It can get super rough and very painful and emotionally draining, especially if you happen to be an empath. But I have unwavering faith that everything happens for a reason and will work out the way it is supposed to, so hopefully my experiences can help others to develop that same kind of faith.
Twisted yet positive coffee enthusiast with an appreciation for blood, mystery, and Root Beer floats.
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